Friday, December 21, 2007Y
2dae is friday...n i still can't get over the guilt feelings...i didn't went to my class, 4e gathering..n i was told tt in the future there will b no more gatherings le...felt so bad..x(so many pple called mi n i dun dare 2 pick up the fone..cause i dun noe hw 2 tell them tt...as i rly dun feel lyk gg...the price was rly a bit steep..n yahz..i having a budget budget time nw..wif x'mas coming..n cheng, fang n pris all nt gg..so..decided nt to go...i noe i m being v bad..there r still a lot of other pple gg..n true enough..i v v v long time neve c them le..rly in the future, there r no more 4e gathering?rly mehz?i dun dare to mes the organisers or the rest hu went..to ask them abt it..isit true?i dun meant to nt to go..i noe is foolish nw..2 b crying over the spilled milk..is NO USE!!!i shall had go..if i dun wan this kind of thing 2 happen...but...i noe no matter hw many reasons i try 2 make it up..the guilt feeling jux won't go away..................................................
ends at Friday, December 21, 2007